Admiration

So there I was, a stillborn.

Rampant demons admire darkness.

From such darkness, you've once emerged,

a petal of that rose 

whose thorns have bloodied this dagger I found 

pierced through my heart.

Nothingness you made me feel.

Nothingness is all I've become.

From nothingness, I howl solace.

A brain numbed with your photos, and

the conversations we never had.

A heavy mountain sleeps in my heart, and

I drown in this serene pond where
fishes eat the clouds and the sun.